Posts Tagged ‘sky’

Wake up on the cold beach sand….

Like the  sunrise open your eyes….

Your body- nothing just material  pack of your soul….

Your mind was sleeping for a long time…

Your soul  was drugged and drunk for ages…

And right there on the shore…

And right there where the breeze just make you  take a breath of the real live…

And right there where the sun embrace you with pure love…

You wake up…

All alone …. Just you , your mind and soul…

Some how you stand up…

Staring at the horizon with your thirsty for truth eyes….

You see infinity of future… ahead …

Just that blue  of the sea kissing that blue of the sky…

At some point, during you listen to the wind that plays cheeky  with your skin…

At some point, during you are trying to see behind the horizon of that view…

At some point you wake up …

You open your eyes for the truth in this world and get blind for all those people that just use as kerchief for their needs ….

You open your soul for the true meaning of the words love, care and desire and get death for all those that are just flashy  pulling the strings  of your so lonely heart….

You get  the sound of your true happiness  in your ears and get deaf for all those lies that are just trying to make you forgot the beat of your heart….

It is there.. You could hear it, you could see it you could even taste it with the tip of your lips… Your true meaning of existing…

You make few sleepy steps on the dry cold sand under your feet… It is getting wet … With each step you feel how your soul get closer to that horizon of happiness…

Until you realize that you are wake up and walking … Your legs are already in the sea…

It is insane … It is one time in your life being yourself ! And you are keep going ahead  more and more ,,, Into the endless and deep sea of your life… You go straight direction … Without a fear… Without a doubt … Just with your true you.. You just woke up…

Today, was staring at the clouds chasing each others… At that moment the string of my heart just told me ” Do you see that? The grey ones are pushing the white ones far away?”… At that point I start thinking what is going on in my  life… And what should go on???

I tried to point the right way by my thoughts to rest around me but I could not get a thoughtful way for me.

I tried to help but I could not get help for myself….

I tried to love but I could not get love for myself….

I tried to live for the others but could not get life for myself …

I cut flesh of my flesh to feed  all of the starving ones.

I spill words of my words to let the speech flow into the ears of the deaf ones.

I spray thoughts of my thoughts to  make the  senseless get an a reason.

I waste feelings of my feelings to make the dead hearts beat with emotion.

Let me share  piece of my mind and let you know how grey is the way to the rainbow of the happiness.

Let me give you piece of my heart and let you feel how sad is to love without to be loved.

Let me  let you taste the texture of my blood, like a lion caged his innocent prey, hot and sour but so addicting.

Let me put my wings of dreams on your back so you could realize how tiring is to fly around that lonely world.

I guess the destiny tunes are more that our voice could sing in our daily path…

I guess that spot is staffed with empty eyes, stuck minds, confused hearts and little bit of hope…

I guess that place is overcrowded with billions of feelings, tons of dreams, miles of dreams, ocean of tears and sky of sparking smiles….

Have you ever think about our souls? Have you ever think about our minds?Have you ever think about us?

Ah soul… Just a bird  staying  on the dead tree branch… Staring at the warm clothed in red horizon.After years gathering courage, spreads wings and fly towards that view with huge hope of happiness and love… And after  a few miles of lonely flight, sadly turns back head to that  dead branch.But it’s too far away, so just lands on another one- keeping the memory of the old one and its eyes on the unreachable horizon.

Ah mind… Just lonely wolf, waiting for the full moon to tickle with shine  the madness in its eyes.So it could howl until all that pain in its heart could break the darkness of the cold night.And if it is not enough… Has no choice beside to wait for the next one…

Ah people… We are just puppets … No matter how much we want love, happiness, humanity we just can not reach these, because our moves are pulled by the strings of society rules- greed, success, prosperity, money.

Before I put the dot in my sentence of that insane thinking… Before I close my mind for all those not logical for all of you thoughts… Before I shut the door of my heart for all those needs… Let me ask you this my friend… Let me ask you – what are you going to do when all those people that are sacrificing  their flesh, thoughts and feelings for you are gone?… Just because they want a smile on their faces too…

Who will swallow your sour tears? Who will brush away the dark clouds of your sad sky? Who will be the wind in your soul wings? Who will howl next to you in the cold night?

I guess if you know… you reach the perfect spot under that  storm…

I guess if you do not know… you are pretty much done with your existence as a real person and you left only with your human cover,  left out there  as a trash…