Posts Tagged ‘read’

…And my unconscious share the night with the lonely cold moon…

All my fears were soaking deep through the rocks under my numb body…

I got no idea how my tears turned into sweet pillow of tranquil insanity…

I had no idea if I will open my eyes again …

Abruptly ,  I felt how the sunrise started to burn my fresh scars…

Probably that was one of the few moments that I could say I was so happy of feeling pain … Cause that was the only way to coax my blurry mind that I am still alive.

And I was  there sizzling, enjoying my  extra minutes of vitality …

” As near you get to the peak it gets harder doesn’t it? ”

I turned my face up wondering who said that.

And there in front of my blurry vision there was an old skinny person … Barefoot , skimpy dusty clothes … I could not manage to see his face clearly cause the sun was throwing its rays straight through him …

Somehow I pull off my body of the rocks…

I stared shocked for a while at that strange person that was on the same rocky path as me…

” Who are you? What are you doing here? ” – asked him with the hope that he will make me calm with some good  news that I am not so lost…

…. He did not answer me at all…

He turned his back and slowly start walking down my path… Straight from where I was coming from…

” Hey… Stop  … I need to know where I am ? Where and when would be the end of all that?” – was shouting desperately , hoping  he will  answer me…

Even without turning his face to me he just raised his arm , pointing  the mountain behind us:

“You need to  go over there. Everyone  wants to be there. … But very few knows what they want to find there ”

” You’ve been there?” – I asked him curiously .

” Actually  , everyone of us got the chance to be there  by some reason … Otherwise why we are trying so hard ? ” – by adding this the guy shade just melt in the burning horizon …

 

And you just soak your feet into that so innocent by first view crystal clear ocean…

Just tiny waves tickle your toes….

No worries , No fear, No danger….

Your eyes … Staring  ahead  to that horizon far away named – dream…

So the  shore of your awaking is behind your back…

So the dream is  far away in the horizon ….

Huge ocean keeps you away from it…

You are ready… You have no doubt you want it …

Jump… into the that crystal clear water…

The water is cold as ice… Crystal  candy eye views are always like that…

But your heart is  hot as lava and you do not feel all that ice cold pain that pierces your skin…

And you start swimming…

Ahead and ahead …

The crystal shine of the water  disappear ….

Just shallow water all around you…

Nothing  than huge dark spot of water splashing your tired of fake emotions face…

Waves become bigger and bigger …

Oh yea all those waves of  worries and tons of many “if” hits your  exhausted body, one after other… No mercy just you and all those  IF and Worries on  the surface of your ocean…

Yes , the fear of drowning obsessed your  mind… You are so scared of those waves that are actually on the surface and could not  cause any damage to your soul that you really about to forget about the huge  monster sharks that are waiting for the moment when they will just  crunch your  heart in one  bite!

Don’t think about the waves, run away from the sharks… Swim  … Swim in straight direction to the horizon of your dream…

Don’t think for the danger … Don’t waste time to see how you should escape from the waves in your life.. Just break them … Take the pain and keep going… Don’t let your fear to slam you down on the bottom of that shallow waters!

Swim